Sunday 30 September 2007

Access Number?

Td check bil o2 online. Waaa.. ade charge utk calls. Selama ni, x kne pon. Selongkar punye selongkar, tgk2 access number yg bese aku gune nk call Malaysia dah kne charge..dah x termasuk dlm free minutes aku dah~ Mule charge 27/10/2007 lg tu.. Huhu... kne ambek fast action.. Carik access number baru.. sob sob sob.. :(

Thursday 27 September 2007

A beautiful story

This is a beautiful story of an Old American Muslim lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Qur'an. His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.


One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa! I try to read the Qur'an just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Qur'an do?" The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, "Ta ke this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water."


The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, "You'll have to move a little faster next time," and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again. This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home. Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead. The old man said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard enough," and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.

At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would Leak out before he got back to the house. The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty. Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa, it's useless!"

"So you think it is useless?" The old man said, "Look at the basket."
The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.
"Son, that's what happens when you read the Qur'an. You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be Changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah in our lives."

Wednesday 26 September 2007

Hoo la~ (+_+)

Erm, anything happen today? Owh, yes.. I've missed to notice that actually I was about to sit for a short test for Fluid Mechanics today. So, without any proper preparation, I was bantai all the 3 questions given. But still, thanks Allah I still got some marks. (Haha!) Knowing that the short test won't be count into the whole module, I felt sooo relief lah.
Allowance~! This thing makes my head berdenyut. I have no ideas what's going to be with the new system, used by KPM regarding the allowance payment. Nak mati pk..
£450 per month just for the accommodation. Sick! Besides, bursary (£750 per semester tuuu) gonna be reduced to smaller amounts or reduced to none?! Huuu,, mau demam pk. Harapan nk pi jalan2 byk tmpt terbang mcm 1 paket tepung jatuh ke lantai, tercucuk paku, pecah, then tepungnya terbang kne tiup angin..

Monday 24 September 2007

Hapus Aku



Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta

Chorus:
Yakinkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku?

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku?


Lagu ni mengingatkan aku, bukan semua yg kita nak, kita akan dapat..

Sunday 23 September 2007

[impian nyata]

Haa,, ni la bendanye.. Dah lame nk beli, tapi x jadik2 gak. Dulu plan nk beli ngan naemah.. Naemah dah beli setengah tahun pon, aku baru nk beli.. Xpe,,xpe. Yg penting, aku dpt cr yg lagi murah dr naemah punye. V(^^) So, td kuwa ngan sara, beli laa. Kalo org tanya, berbaloi ke? Ele, kalo pakai, berbaloi la beb! Jgn konpius tau, kaler dark brown, bukan itam..masey~ Mmg tahun ni berazam nk tambah koleksi kasut pon. Haha, org azam nak berjaya dlm pelajaran, nk perbaiki hidup, aku berazam nak tambah kasut. Ok la kot, azam yg boleh dicapai (kalo ade duit), dr azam yg konon tu, konon ni, tapi, habuk konon pon x nampak..

Friday 21 September 2007

kelam kabut~

Igt nk cite nk seme malam td. Sbb peristiwa ni seme berlaku smalam. Tp, disebabkn ade perkara yg x dpt dielakkan semalam, so, ceritanye ter-postpone ari ni la.. 20th September 2007, Thursday. Klas mcm bese. Ade gab 3 jam lepas pkol 1. And as usual, bile ade gab 3 jam, aku mesti balik rumah laa. Nak dijadikan cerita, tggu bas 1/2 jam. 1 pon xde yg dtg. Suppose, ade 6 bijik bas dlm mase 1/2 jam tu. Haram xde. Hisss. Nyirap beb! Last2 aku decide jalan kaki jek. Jauh wooo. On way balik, dropped by kat tesco jap, beli ayam. Stok ayam kat rumah, kebetulan abes. Then, smbg jalan kaki, balik bilik. Sampai bilik, penat gile. Pas solat, siap2 terus blah, pi tggu bas. Pahal, klas mule sejam lagi pon. Ye la, kot2 xde bas pulak. Dlm hati, tawakkal jek, moga2 bas ade.

Hujan lah pulak kan.. Mmg sebijik pon xde bas yg lalu bus stop tu. Kat hospital, ade plak. Maka, dgn baik hati, aku ajak la sorg akak pakistan ni (Rubina), ikut aku tggu bas kat hospital. Dia setuju jek. Tggu bas smbl borak2 ngan rubina, smpi pkol 3.40 pm. Huish! Klas mule pkol 4 ni! Then, Rubina tny aku, sempat ke, kalo tggu bas lagi? Aku x pk pnjg dah. "I think, I'm gonna walk." Dia x ikut. Tp, dia ckp, "Are you sure?" Angguk. "Okay then, take care. Follow the tesco routes. Ignore anyone suspicious. May God bless you." Pnjg nasehat yg dia bagi. Nak jalan jek mmg dah x sempat. So, aku berlari!! Huhu,, have to la. Kalo x, I dunno whether I can make it there before 4. At last, it was 4 minutes before 4. Sampai gak aku kat klas, dengan sedaya upaya aku. Penat2 berlari, dtg klas, sbb nk ambek notes, izah lak best2 jek berlingkar atas katil skipped klas. Huhu. Lecturer terus masuk, start klas, pahal ade 4 minit lagi! Bg la peluang aku reda dulu. Huhu. Rs mcm nk jerit jek bitau aku nk rest kejap. :(

Balik pkol 5. Satu hal plak tggu bas. Pkol 5.30, pon xde bas gak yg lalu kat kwsn rumah aku. Tbe2 Kak Witut tegur aku, offer nk pi anta balik. Aku setuju jek. Mmg dah x larat nk jalan kaki lagi dah. Then, waktu tu la, bas sampai. Xpelah, ambek bas jek. Baik aku ni. X mau sshkan org. Sampai bilik jek, solat, then gegas pi dapur, tlg partner aku masak~ Hissss..penat. Pi dapur, tgk2 dia dah siap masak. Rs bersalah gile kat dia. Dah la ari tu ari jadi dia. Dah la pkol 6.50 dia kne pi keja. Dia pon penat gak~ Waaaaaaaaaa.. bersalahnye aku. Huhu

Thursday 20 September 2007

karipap

Uhuhuuu,, di malam yang hening ini, tetibe jek nk makan karipap buatan mak. Cane ni?? Nk karipap!! Nak karipap!! Nak jugak!!

Sunday 16 September 2007

Of London: zoo, museum, eye v(^^)

Saturday, 15/09/2007. Capek gue sama temen2. Jalan2 sekitar london bagai. Walopon puasa, kitorg tetap kuatkan semangat. Haha. Mule2, pi zoo. Masuk bayar beb! Name pon kat zoo, so opkos la 'bermesra' ngan binatang. Bukan nk ckp kat Malaysia xde zoo atau aku x pnah pi zoo ke ape, cume saje jek nk cari experience pi london zoo. X byk la binatang pelik2. Cume, ade koleksi hidupan marine yg cantek2. Ade gak sekor gorila yg amat poyo~ X mau cite pnjg lebar,, let the pictures tell those stories..
Lepas lepak+solat kat Malaysian Hall, the journey has been continued. Cheewah.. Kali ni pi museum lak. Mule2 bersemangat waja nk pi. Kot2 la ade menda menarek nk tgk. Tp, agak kechiwa laa. Yg best kat situ, dinasour jek. Lupe nk bitau. Name museum tu, Natural History Museum. Naseb bek la free. Kalo x, sia2 jek. Huhu.

Then, ptgnye kitaorg pi naik London Eye. Hehe. Ade ticket discovery flight for two lagi. Mase dlm capsule, siap ade guide duk cite pot pet pot pet. Quite interesting. Paling best, scenery-nye. Waaaa,, cantek sgt. Click!

Akhir skali, bukak puasa free kat MSD. Hehe. Save duit. Even dah makan free, pi carik pasal gak beli fillet-o-fish mc D. Mase makan xde org ambek gmbr, sbb seme tgh lapar~

Tuesday 11 September 2007

Kura2 ke,, labi2 ?

Huhu.. demam~ That's wut the title is all about. Tetibe jek, mule ngan tekak rase pahit2, pastu pening2, then mule batuk2 + hidung berair. Huwaaa.. pakej lengkap utk demam tu.. Psl x best, muntah! X suke! X suke! Dah makan ubat ni, selsema dah ok sket. Naseb la, nk wat cane. Act, I wanna tell a story. Not really story as in story la,, more to my experience. [yo~ belit2, ape ni?] Tp, materials blom ckop maa. Kne collect dulu dr snappers. Kepala pon cam x bape ngam nk curahkan idea skrg ni. Back to the main story. Bukan kura2 @ pura2. Ni btol2 punye. Bukan cobaaan. Haila demam~ cepat lah baek.. (-_-")

Monday 10 September 2007

Fruit Picking Ke?



As promised.. End of summer, beginning of autumn.. Nilah experience yg sempat aku rase, even x pernah terlintas pon akan lalui ni seme. Igtkn, bile dah balik mesia, dah x dpt chance nk pi fruit picking farm. Maklumlah..org jakun..huhu. Nak dijadikn cerita, a fren of mine invited me to join him and others utk fruit picking ni. Erm, x jauh sgt laa dr tempat tggl aku. Dalam 20-25 minit kot. Kalo exceed, x tau la. Lupe nk timing. Sampai2 je, jumpe kolam yg mcm sgt best. Meriah ngan itik gembo2. :) Masuk dlm farm tu, naah~ Terbentanglah tanam2an. Ade bunga gak. But it's only dahlias and sunflowers. No rosess! Huhu, sedey2. Kutip2 onions yg dah melepek kat tanah. Pokoknye dah xde. X pnah lak dlm idup aku tgk pokok bawang. Pi sane pon, pokok bawang pon dah ilang. Ade bawangnye jek yg bergolek2. Then, pi tgk blackberries. Eiyk~ Masham. Part aku plg suke, strawberries. Masyuk duk kutip buah2nye. Haha. Igtkn pokoknye mcm pokok blackberry gak. Tanam gune pacang kayu. Rupenye x. Pokoknye rendang2 jek. Rendang? Ntah, kecik2 jek. Huhu, lagi skali jakun. Naseb badan la, pi sane lewat. Tgh syok duk skodeng kubis bunga, ade sorg minah saleh duk jerit2. "Hello there! We are closing at 5". Terus tgk jam. Pergghh kecoh jek. Baru 4.45 pm. Dah dpt ape yg di cari, pi kaunter timbang-bayar (Weigh & Pay). X sempat nk pi byk2 tempat tanaman lain. Ade byk lg~ Huhu. Lepas byr harga sayur-buah yg sempat dicapai, nmpk ade ice cream stall. Ape lagi, beli,,beli!! Whoa.. ice creamnye best. [ala, mcm x pnah mkn ice cream best jek]. Kuwa dr farm tu, pi melepak kejap kat kolam. Hopefully, summer kali ni, ade peluang nk pi fruit picking lg. Nk rase fruit picking yg btol2 kaw~~~!



strawberry kembar siam~ haha.. belakang tu, ialah pokok strawberry.. opss~ aku jek kot yg jakun.. korg seme dah tau eh? waaaa.. malu2 (_ _)

Saturday 8 September 2007

Hopes..

I have lots and lots of things nak cerita kat sini. But dun know how to begin, where to start. It's just happen. Tu lah org ckp, dalam mase kite sedang asyik happy, bahagia, kne beringat utk waktu2 selepasnye. Xde sape yg ade the exact views of the future. Hidup kite ni gamble jek. Semuanya kita boleh rancang, boleh cuba laksanakan, tp kejayaan perlaksanaan tu, x sekali-kali terletak pada tangan kita.
For every sunrise, there are still hopes. Sekali gagal, x semestinya selama-lamanye gagal. But I put nothing on hopes other than zero! And I think, I'll put nothing on efforts after this. Serik? Not sure. But I need plenty and plenty of times. I really need to find me in me before I find it in others. Those who close to me, who always being here for me, many thanks.

Wednesday 5 September 2007

RE-formatting!

Yo~ haha..mcm ape jek. Laptop gue kne format balik lagi skali. Alahai..hilang lagi 'benda' yg disayang. But, it left me no choices. Terpaksa gak la format balik. Uhuhu.. Well, ade org ckp, u lose something, then u'll get another things. Hai,,hai. :)They got it right, anyway. Mcm2 kena jek. Re-enrolled, re-moving, re-formatting. Re-missing? Erk? Ade ke perkataan ni? Layankan jek la. Baru abes klas. Di petang hari yang memenatkan ini, I choose to stop here. To esoh and frens, welcome abroad. (Kalo dlm flight, welcome aboard --> aku tukar sket ye esoh..kuikuikui).

Tuesday 4 September 2007

why me..?



Hye to all.. It's been a month I'd like to start with this (new blog), but have no right time. So today, I've completed half of the steps to built this new 'tempat lepak'. Surely, I'll come back with those stories. I'll be back.. Off course.. :)