Showing posts with label illusion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label illusion. Show all posts

Monday, 15 August 2011

#mondayblues not for me - as for now

Assalamualaikum wbt, 

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FJ : Yes, you'll wake up from your sleep and find that it's not weekend anymore. It's monday! :P

Friday, 17 April 2009

Khayal jek lebih

Hahaha.. opss tergelak plak. Adoi~ Cani kesahnye.. Td aku tgk trek selebriti. Ni episod utk rubisa. Aku x minat pon rubisa, tgk sbb ape ntah. Utk buang mase kot? Ok2, balik ke cerita. Name pon dah trek kan.. so kru-kru tu telah men-trek tmpt kat mane dia pnah sekolah (sekolah rendah, menengah), x kire la bape sekolah pon yg artis tu pnah pegi, pastu tmpt further study, pastu tempat keje. Then, tibe2 aku terpk mcm ni, "Katekanlah dorg nk trek aku. Larat ke? Trek rubisa pon dah penat," hahaha.. ye lah, ms kecik2 dlu, mmg la aku tabika and sekolah rendah kat kwsn rumah aku. Pastu, nk p trek skolah menengah aku plak kan. Tu dah 2 jam lebih perjalanan (Kuala Terengganu) dr rumah aku. Pastu nk trek kolej plak, kat johor. Pastu trek universiti plak, 1 kat shah alam, pastu 1 lagi kat UK. Hahahaa.. sah2 dorg x ter-trek.
Entah pape aku merepek kan? Lantak la, janji hati gembira, walopon seorang diri disini, dari duk tgh2 keriuhan org, tp mcm duk sorg2.

nota kaki: pagi2 esok ade appointment ngan doctor.. *hurrmmm*

Monday, 26 January 2009

Sense

What would it like to be a blind man?
How does he imagine the world around him?
What is world to him?
What does ocean looks like to him?
Does he know what colour the ocean is?
If someone ever told him, that it is blue, does he really know how blue looks like?
Again, what would it like to be a blind man?
Frown

Sunday, 26 October 2008

Understanding myself - tonight version

Maybe this is something rare! I found myself kinda confuse of my own personality tonight. I thought a lot lately, 'bout myself. So I took some personality tests somehow to comfort me. Here are the results;

Persoality test:
  • Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

Emotion test:
  • Your attitude towards your emotions is a healthy one. You aren't ashamed to let your emotions show occasionally, and you will undoubtedly be much healthier because of this attitude. You are likely to be a good social advisor.

Horoscope:
  • Aquarians can be better counselors than friends. The reason is that though emotionally involved, they can think clearly and visualize situations and problems creatively. As yours is the sign of friendship, I do predict that your friends will receive both warmth and guidance from you.
  • You have a happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy. Hypocrites can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love..
  • The born diplomats. They are aware of others' needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand they'd rather be alone than be in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off.
  • Rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health, not the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.


Friday, 18 April 2008

Once in a bluemoon.. Take it or leave it?


Someone has offered you a very interesting offer; which you might think it won't come up again in the rest of your life. Would you accept the offer, or refuse it? What type of offer? Oh, silly me for not giving such examples. You know, maybe it is a brand new laptop that you ever dream of? Or, let say an iPod touch? O_O All such things that you think impossible to get it by free of charge. I'm sure, as a well-educated person, you'll think the pros and cons for accepting the offer. As a person, I think, I'll accept it* as gift from Him to me while I'm enjoying my life. I mean, why not?

Then, how about grabbing a chance that might come once in a lifetime? Or doing something that you only can do once in your whole life? Study at overseas, holding such an excellent position in the company, getting married, or having a child while you just have the only one chance to get it! Most people would think it as a luck in life. Again, as a person I am, I wish I could do something that only can be done once in my whole life. Insya-Allah..

(*) Whatever gift I've got from Him, esp bless

Wednesday, 12 December 2007

Deep Inside Nobody Knows

Entry ni kembali lagi dlm blog aku. I've posted an entry with the same title before. Hari ni, ade sesuatu yg buat aku igt balik tentang ni. This phrase used to be something meaningful for me, and still be. Huuu.. I miss him, the person who used to be my strength, my spirit, my all.. and I hope he still be.. Deep inside, nobody knows,, and up until some stages I dun even sure myself.


"Ada kala kita tak faham dengan diri kita sendiri. Sering hidup dengan kenangan. Kadang kala lebih cenderung memilih kesedihan, kesusahan. Tapi, jika jalan yang dipilih itu mampu, paling kurang memberi sedikit sinar bahagia, apa salahnya? Mungkin tak pada nyata, pada realiti penglihatan yang lain. Sekadar pemuas sekeping hati, yang mengerti akan bahagia yang dicapai. Andai yang terzahir hanya pada lahiriah tenang jua digenggam. Bahagia tak semestinya menyeluruh. Mungkin hanya secebis, hanya sedikit, yang tak mampu dikongsi dengan semua orang, namun cukup bermakna untuk diri sendiri, bekalan semangat untuk hari esok, yang tiada siapa tahu apa janjinya."

Friday, 7 December 2007

Takut?


p/s: dah xde keje sgt,, gmbr ni pon nak ambek,, :P

Kenapa saye takut? Kenapa saye takut? Tak,,tak.. Saye tanya, kenapa saye takut? Aaaa.. fluid mechanics, sy takut~~ Nak bina keyakinan pon susah.. Cane ni? Look at the clock! Huh~ Less than 13 hours to go. It's not that I'm sick of it. Just, afraid to face my own fear.

Saturday, 3 November 2007

.: Itu dia :.

It was at school, at the beginning of the new year. There are lots of new faces. I was sitting on a bench waiting for my crony. "She's late. What on earth take her so long to reach me." I was so bored, waiting for 10 minutes with my stomach started to grumbling. "Hey, sorry. Cikgu gave us some extra exercises." Whatever... huh! "Lunch time!" Haini sort of screaming with her sengih. After taking the meals, we're looking for the port to lunch. Less than 5 minutes, someone called Haini. "Oh, he spoiled my lunch time." She washed her hand with masam-mencuka face. "Lucky me.." I smiled to myself. Well, i thought it was not that bad enjoying my meal alone. I saw Haini talking to someone outside the dining hall. A boy. I never saw his face before. A fresher, maybe. I didn't know what they're talking about, but kinda weird seeing Haini kept pointing her fingers to me. Well, maybe to me. Or, maybe to her meal? Haha! :P

***

"So, you're Wan." I nodded. Silent. "You're a new student here, don't u?" A form 4 student, actually. “Yes, I bet you knew it earlier. I saw you at the dining hall.” He smiled. “Yeah..”

That was the start. He was a nice boy. We became good companies. I just didn’t really get it why am I becoming too close to him. I mean, he was one year younger than me. Something that never happened in my life before. One evening, there was a band training. (He actually was a school band member). At the break time, he met me, and gave me some chocolates. “How sweet of you..” I just smiled. “Opps!” Someone accidentally, spilled her drink on my hand. “Sorry” She was apologizing with her guilty face and stepped into the asrama. “Wait up. I wanna wash my hands”. I walked along the asrama corridor, while my eyes looking for a pipe. “Wan!” He called me. I turned to him. Oh, gosh! He was walking towards me (into the gurl asrama) with paip getah in his hand. “Wash your hands.” I just menurut. Shocked! He sort of tolong basuh my hands. He hold my hands, and gently washed it! Dap! My heart was like jumping.

***

“It won’t take long. I’ll be back.” He tried to calm me down, in the same time, busy checking his stuffs. Haini was sitting beside me. Her silence told me that she agreed with him. I looked at Haini, “Kenapa pergi tak ajak aku?” Still not satisfied. “It’s not my plan anyway. It’s band plan. I can’t take you with us as you’re not a band member.” She left me and started to set her bicycle up. Everything need to be in good condition. “Last check up.” A sign, telling me that he was ready to start the expedition. I stepped away from the group of people. I was like wanna cry. Sad. Without any last words form him, he left me, joining the expedition group. I stood on a small flyover turn my back to the group. “Don’t wanna look at them..”

“Hey, don’t cry.” It was his voice. I turned to facing him. “I’ll come back safely, and meet you again. Take a good care of yourself.” Huu, cair beb! :O I smiled at him. He held on my hand again. I just let him to. He left me with the greatest smile of him.

***

Wooo jam dah pkol 9 lebih! Ape laa,, tdo smpi mase2 gini baru nak bangun. Aku senyum sorg2. Get confused myself. Cane boleh mimpi gitu? You guys, maybe dun know it was a dream unless you're my schoolmates. :P Here are the keys; I was not mentioning the boy’s name as I dun know what it was, and “Something that never happened in my life before.” v(~_-)

p/s: *** means I cut some parts of it bcoz it was so meleret and not the important ideas of the dream :D