Salam & selamat to all.. 3 days break after my first paper.. Fuuhh,, hari pertama ni, sgt2 mencabar aku. Bkn ape, rentetan waktu rehat sementara smalam, aku nk bwk smpi ari ni. Mane bleh~ lg 2 hari, ade 2nd paper beb! Kat luar skrg ni, hujan. Utk merenggangkn urat2 bdn yg dah tegang, aku bgn la, lompat2 sket, then, tgk luar. Mcm best jek, nmpk air hujan, jatuh mengalir kat window bilik aku. Bukak tingkap tu, ade semacam perasaan meresap dlm hati aku. Aku rindu nk balik. Siyes. Mule2 aku x taw knape tibe2 aku rase mcm tu. Tp, lepas lame2 aku hanyut dlm suasana hujan tu, baru aku sedar sebabnya aku jadi mcm tu; bau bumi lepas hujan. Korg pnah dgr x org sebut2 psl bau bumi lepas hujan pertama? Aku x arif sgt tntg mksdnye, tp berkait tntg naturality dan kesegaran. Yg aku pasti, hujan kat luar skrg ni, totally bukan hujan pertama :P Ngan angin yg best, bau segar; aku sure, tu yg buat aku rindu nk balik. Teringat pulak ms dulu2. Teringat ms duk rumah lame tok aku, atapnya bocor, slalu la letak baldi sane sini dlm rumah, nk tadah air hujan tu. Kalo x, nnti licin plak. Kecik2 dulu, aku slalu mandi hujan; time hujan lebat la. Mak slalu gak temankn aku, dia tgk aku ngan adik aku mandi smbil dia kait alas meja. Bila bibir dah biru, tangan dah kecut2, bdn dah mengigil, baru reti nk masuk dlm rumah. Aku taw aku x kn jadi kanak2 balik. Cuma, kenangan tu seme, buat aku rindu nk buat seme tu skali lg.

It ain't crime to talk wisely, with the intention of not to hurt others feeling. But, in the same time, if you have something bothering you with somebody, talk to him/her, tell him/her about how you feels, just nice. As long as I remember, I learn about the words 'hypocrite' since I was 12 - might not exactly know the true meaning of it, but seems to practice the word when I've got angry. Well, I was a child at that time. People can talk or discuss well about some topics, but not necessarily apply the discussions to their lives. As a human being, it was a part of me, when I have something bothering me, I just shut my mouth up. Neither not to be honest nor trying to let other people like me, it just I don't really know how to say it nice without hurting anyone feelings. I tried a few times, to tell my mom how I felt when she keep comparing me with my fellow friends (it was during primary school), and I ended up, make her angry with me. At the boarding school, I voiced my opinion up to the seniors about their behavior with juniors, and in the end, they told me that I was so rude to them. I found myself hard to tell others about the dissatisfaction that I felt. Was it a disease? Hah, I hope not! Nevertheless, I'll put my effort (and I did!) to overcome this 'problem' and not to be so cakap lepas. Somehow, I learn something from my weakness; hypocrite and trying not to hurt others feeling are two different things. You can be a 'transparent' person but in the same time, show the attitude without neglecting other people feelings. You are not meant to be alone in this world. Somehow, you'll need people (friends, parent, or sibling) to help you out, to complete your lives or even to make you feel better.

The same people, tagged me again. Hey, you there (esoh)! How many taggy things should I do in my blogging-life? *Haiss* [Just kidding]

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Someone has offered you a very interesting offer; which you might think it won't come up again in the rest of your life. Would you accept the offer, or refuse it? What type of offer? Oh, silly me for not giving such examples. You know, maybe it is a brand new laptop that you ever dream of? Or, let say an iPod touch? O_O All such things that you think impossible to get it by free of charge. I'm sure, as a well-educated person, you'll think the pros and cons for accepting the offer. As a person, I think, I'll accept it* as gift from Him to me while I'm enjoying my life. I mean, why not?

Then, how about grabbing a chance that might come once in a lifetime? Or doing something that you only can do once in your whole life? Study at overseas, holding such an excellent position in the company, getting married, or having a child while you just have the only one chance to get it! Most people would think it as a luck in life. Again, as a person I am, I wish I could do something that only can be done once in my whole life. Insya-Allah..

(*) Whatever gift I've got from Him, esp bless

It's snow again at Surrey. Quite lebat. The snow kept falling until noon. Mule2 tu, niatnye nk terus berselimut jek sepanjang hari. Tp, rs x lengkap lak rase tanpa 'ziarah' snow yg turun tu. Ecece.. pelagi.. berangkat ke uni, join the crew main snow. Dorg yg turun awl2 lg actually. Sara and me yg terlewat sket. Dlm mengah pon, sempat buat second round tu! Then, the war began again! Baling sana, baling sini, x ckop masuk dalam mulut, smpi dlm baju pon masuk gak! Basah kuyup + baju n tudung kotor sket2.

Salam and hye to all. Entry ni, adalah entry tertangguh. Date of event was on 22nd of March 2008. Seperti tahun lepas, kitorg hantar wakil utk Cardiff Games. Tahun ni, kami hantar netball, badminton men double, table tennis men single, Scrabble and Chess. Alhamdulillah, table tennis dpt 2nd place and scrabble dpt first place. Event tambahan; ape lagi kalo bkn jalan2. Kitorg pd awalnye nk masuk Cardiff Castle. Tp, disebabkn keadaan yg x mengizinkn, so, jalan2 sekitar Cardiff Bay jek la. Dengan kuasa Allah, mase tu, agak sejuk and ade snow sket2. Tu pon kejap jek. Ok guys, enjoy the pic! Tggu utk next entry ya~!