Hello and good day,

It looks so heavy your deep breath,

Your face so pale like you've been escaping death,

With the arms both try to undo the wreath.

Why does it seems so complex?

Yet you try to be more relax,

Even the situation gotten perplex,

And most things have been anticlimax,

You pause at times of your way,

So you can see clearly the pathway,

Taking precious step but won't delay,

Cause any mistakes cost another day,

And your cautiousness avoid the stray,

As well as the courage never make you sway,

No more reason for you to look back at yesterday.

Assalamualaikum,

I remember when i was so eager to finish my pgce course - not because of my enthusiasm, but it due to my desire to return home badly. I felt like time was freezing or at least, it was moving too slow. Every day seemed to be so impossible. I couldn't descriptively tell how I was so devoted in counting months and days. The autumn was too long before winter fall. As the winter passed, and i was successfully done with my first placement, the time movement looked normal again, well, at least to me. And, I was told to be patient, not to think over it too much and enjoy my final year in UK. That was what I did. I felt live again. 

It's all happen about 9 months back. And now, i'm here. Waiting. 

FJ : Thanks. Those words were really helpful back then. :) I wish all the greatest happiness in the world for you.. 

Assalamualaikum,

Aku baca sepotong ayat ini di status #ym seorang kawan seuniversiti dlu. Tertarik dgn maknanya, aku rasa entri ini sesuai aku judulkan sedemikian.

Hari ini, aku dapat satu khabar gembira - khabar gembira bagi pihak seorang kawan. Tapi, x bermakna aku x gembira dengan pengkhabaran itu :) Dia dah bertunang! Haha. Siyesli, aku xtaw menahu pasal berita ni. Xde sesiapa pon yg inform aku (mungkin org lain pon  xtaw) sampai lah aku tgk updates kat #fb. Well, bukan x bleh jangka yg si kawan dan pasangan akan bertunang, cuma x tersangka secepat ini. Kepada kau kawan, aku doakan kau bahagia. X kesahlah kau tolak aku ke tepi (sbb x btaw hal ni kat aku) pon. Kau tetap kawan aku. Kawan yg suatu ketika selalu dgn aku. Faham susah senang aku, selalu tolong aku - tanpa syarat, tanpa perlu berkira wang dan masa. Selalu mendengar masalah2 aku. Kau jugak x kesah dgn kata2 maki-hina aku kat kau. Aku pon mcm tu. Aku taw, kita masing2 tak ambek hati. You're like a big bro to me. Really. Terima kasih utk itu semua. 

Aku x salahkan kau sbb dah jarang contact aku. Sbb aku pon mcm tu! Well, aku faham, kita masing-masing ada komitmen. Lebih2 lagi bila masing2 dah pulang ke tanah air. Jangan risau lah! Kau tetap kawan aku. :) Mungkin kerana dlu kita sama2 selalu berkongsi cerita, berkongsi waktu susah (same2 keje part time utk tanggung hidup kt tmpt org), berkongsi kisah gembira, aku rasa mcm nak minta tolong kau bahagia utk aku. Bukan aku kecewalah! Ko jgn nak mcm2.. haha. Mksd aku, smpi waktu ni, aku masih blom jumpa org yg boleh aku panggil #teman istimewa, sedangkan kau dah jumpa. So, kau tolong bahagia utk aku, sementara aku jumpa org tu, okayh? 

Last but not least, sekali lagi ucapan tahniah dari aku utk korang berdua. Jaga si tunang baik2! Dah2 la tu bergaduh. #djaman bercinta dlu xpelah, skrg da x boleh! heeeee... Sampaikan ucapan tahniah aku utk tunang kau tahu! Dan.. jangan lupa jemput aku untuk kenduri nasik minyak korang nanti. May Allah bless *big smile*

FJ : Life is full of unexpected things. You might think you know everything about people around you, but you're actually not. Be prepared with the surprises!