Saturday 24 October 2009

Sudah 3 minggu berlalu..

23rd October 2009

Saya merasakan seperti baru sahaja melepasi saat2 kritikal jetlag. Rupa2nya, dah abes week 3, autumn sem. Begitu cepat masa berlalu. Alhamdulillah, stakat ini, semuanya berjalan lancar. Niat pada malam ini, nak post entry lagu lagi. Memandangkan saya tahu pembaca2 dah x larat nk tgk entry2 sedemikian dan rasa dah lama saya tak meluahkan perasaan kat sini, so saya memutuskan utk post entry sebegini. Sebenarnya, kebelakangan ni, saya tak berminat untuk bercerita tentang diri saya. Xde apa yg menarik utk sy kongsi, atau mungkin lebih kepada saya x mau kongsi? Akan tetapi, semalam saya ada tetamu yg bermalam di bilik saya. Mungkin disebabkan dia, hari ni, saya terasa seperti nak bercerita tentang saya. But, nothing personal. :)

Pagi tadi, naskah pertama kerja kursus utk semester ni dah diedarkan. Bila go through soalan2 dlm sheet tu, saya xtaw sama ada saya boleh jawab atau x. Masa masih ada, hari ni baru hari pertama. Ayat seumpama ni lah yg selalu berlegar dalam fikiran saya. X bagus, kan? Ape salahnya mula awal2?

Dah lama saya impikan nak ada bunga hidup dalam bilik saya. Hihi. Sekarang, dah tercapai pon. Bukan susah sgt, kan? Pegi kedai, beli bunga. (nota : impian saya tu, x bermakna bunga pemberian orang, ok?) Bunga pilihan saya? Pink roses. Sgt cantik! Ilmu 'pembungaan' saya sangat cetek,ok. Errmm,, kejap nk recall. Saya x fikir saya pernah berjinak2 dalam hal pemeliharaan bunga hidup (dengan air, bukan yang dalam pasu tu). Pernah la kot, sekali dapat bunga hidup, tu pon sekuntum je, dan hanya dibiarkan layu x dijaga akibat ketidaktahuan saya dalam hal tersebut. Jadi, sesiapa yg nak membantu sgt2 lah dialu-alukn.




Beberapa hari yang lepas, tiba2 sebaris ayat ni, menaikkan semangat saya (generally). Frankly speaking, I wasn't me when I got here. I lost my spirit or, may I say I left them all in Malaysia. Just bringing my body and stuffs, without the soul, the mind and for sure, the spirit. Jadi, berbalik pada ayat pertama saya td.. "Investments should result the benefits". Saya sendiri x tahu macam mana frasa ni terbuah dari fikiran saya. I might have crossed with it somewhere. Secara praktikal, memang betul, kan? Jika kita invest masa utk study, sepatutnya kita dapat good grades. Katakan invest duit utk bisnes, sepatutnya dapat keuntungan. Baiklah. Saya bercakap tentang apa yang patut kita dapat. Misalan, x dapat la kan. Whose to blame? I may agree with 'effort'. You should know how much effort you put on the investments.

Cukup la setakat ini dulu. I hope, I could give more. Maybe, next time. Jom kita layan ANTM jap~!

Tuesday 20 October 2009

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20th October 2009








nape air mata murah sgt ni??

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

19th October 2009

I wanted to post this for quite some time. But for some reasons, I can't.



You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in my room, it's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirt
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreamin' bout the day that when you'll wake up and find
That what your looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin' the street with you in your worn out jeans
I can't help thinkin' this is how it ought to be
Laughin' on the park bench thinkin' to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you fine, I know you better than that
Hey, watcha doing with a girl like that?


She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreamin' bout the day that when you'll wake up and find
That what your looking for has been here the whole time


If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin' by, waitin' at your back door
All this time how could you not know baby?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favourite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong, I think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin' by and waitin' at your back door
All this time how could you not know, baby?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you thought just maybe?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Wednesday 14 October 2009

Hate this!

13th October 2009

ARRRGGGHHHH!! Benci btol. Demam lagi!
Badan sejuk, panas, sejuk, panas..
Selsema... Saket tekak..
Td mkn megi, x abes 1 bungkus pon..
Muak + rs mcm x sedap (seswatu yg pelik sbb megi tu mmg best gile)
Nk tdo! Nk tdo! Nk tdo!

p/s: wahai demam.. sembuhlah..

Sunday 11 October 2009

My brother and his chopstick story

10th October 2009

 I've got an email today, from my little brother. He's eleven y.o. He said;

Kak long wt menda tu. Amat rindu kak long. Kat umah ada beli chopstick, br beli td.

Here are the chopstick story. It was about few days before I'm flying back to UK, there was a ko-q week at my bro school. He's a boy scout u know. :P He got into this one competition "Makan mee dengan chopstick". Since he registered for the competition, he kept asking mom to buy him the chopstick so he can practice at home.

Haaaiiihh.. I miss him too. I miss home.

Tuesday 6 October 2009

Fearless by Taylor Swift



There's somethin' about the way
The street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement
You walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you
To dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot
Yeah.. oh yeah

We're drivin' down the road
I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool
Run your hands through your hair
Absentmindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know why it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

So baby drive slow
'Til we run out of road in this horse town
I wanna stay right here in the passenger seat
You put your eyes on me
In this moment now capture it, remember it

Cause I don't know why it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

Oh.. oh

Well you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake
I'm not usually this way but
You pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It's a first kiss
It's flawless
Really somethin'
It's fearless

Oh yeah

Cause I don't know why it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

Cause I don't know why it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless


The same air, but different feelings

05 October 2009 

Salam. Aku ada byk sgt mende nk update, smpi x ter-update.. Entry raya, berkubur begitu shj. Ni pon, x update, ade gak yg komplen. Br ak taw, rupenye, ade gak org ikut perkembangan blog ak ye.. Ha.Ha. Anyway, utk sesiapa yg mungkin x taw, ak skrg ni dh ade kt UK. Alhamdulillah, dah smpi. Badan kat sini, heart, soul, mind, seme still at Malaysia. Why? I don't have the answer for that question. Btw, I'd like to say, this is the great vacation ever! Spending time with family, ramadhan at home, celebrating raya with family and friends, meeting with lotta people, visiting places.. haih.. (_ _)



 



The last day ak kat malaysia pon, sempat lg jumpa kwn2. Dorg kire mcm temankn ak, abeskan ms b4 fly. Siap bwk ak g shah alam, lepak kt maple & jumpe bdk2 lain. So sporting la you guys~ Thank you very much!! Miss u guys olredi. Actually, hari ni dh start class pon. Ak ni, jetlag pon x abes lg. Schedule dh dpt, bleh tahan la. Nk ckp best, xde la best sgt kot. Tp, ak suke schedule kali ni.

Brg2 dh unload dr storage. Unpack je x siap lg. Kne siapkn b4 sabtu ni la. Sbb sabtu ni, bdk2 london nk dtg. Yeay~~ x sabar nk jumpe dorg. Nnti, nk ajak dorg tdo cni. Best2..X taw nk cite ape dah sbenarnye.. Yg ak taw, skrg ni, ak dh jadi final year student. Cuak berbakul-guni laa.. hurrmm.. dlm cuak2 pon, semangat x dtg2 lg. Tgh dlm usaha memupuk la ni.. wahai semangat.. dtglah~~