End of the year 2007

31st December 2007.. The last day of the year 2007.. Very soon, it will be the new year.. 2008. It's been already 8 years we're in the 21st century. Dulu, aku igt lg, mase tahun 1999.. umur aku mase tu, 12 tahun. Mcm2 cerita yg aku dengar tntg Abad ke-21 ni. Maksud aku, tntg mcm2 yg akan jadi bile masuk tahun 2000. Ade org kate, jangan kluwa rumah.. nnti kena serang. Ade yg lain pulak kate, akn berlaku gempa bumi yg dahsyat kat Malaysia, bile masuk tahun 2000. Alhamdulillah, seme tu hanya propaganda semata2. At the stage of 6 years old, (kat TABIKA lagi, 1993) aku x reti nk kire, lepas tahun 1999 tahun ape? Pernah tny cikgu TABIKA aku mase tu. Then, penuh diplomasi, cikgu tu jawab balik dgn soalan, "Lepas 19, nombor berapa?" Aku jawab.. "20". Cikgu tu ckp lagi.. "Jadi, lepas tahun 1999, tahun 2000 la.." Dia senyum. Mase tu, aku x fikir pon, the way she answered me, was actually a very mature lesson. Bile dah besar sket, baru aku tahu, cikgu tu sebenarnye nk ajar aku cari sendiri jawapan, dgn klu yg dia bagi.

[the way they see, think, and care]

I wish there will be a very someone, who thinks of me differently than others. Someone who cares about me much more than anyone else, who sees me from another point of view. It's not about that 'someone' I wanna talk about. It's the way people see, think and care, actually. I enjoy watching people. Really do! Human being - every people is different. In other words, they are not the same - the way they walk, talk, eat, laugh, dress up, think, or even care. Every single action they took, it might not make any different to others, but it represent the person. Come on, look around you! Even twins, differ from each other. The variety makes people have the will to know.. to understand others.. to create communications.. to courage each other.. to believe what other person believe.. and to fall in love. Think of these. You won't smile if there is no happiness and you don't even cry unless you know the meaning of sadness [or loneliness, etc]. The way people think makes you wonder how creative they are. "If you are not in the top 10 list, then you are the 11th".. "Knowledge is understanding that a tomato is a fruit. Wisdom is not putting it in a fruit salad". People see things from different views. For example; artists. They draw moments from differ sight, that we may haven't seen. Leaders; they see how far a country can be developed. A little girl want to cross a road. Do you care if she might get into accident? Some do, and some don't, depends on how caring the person is. Those reasons, make me happy enjoying my life. Obviously I'm not talking about the girl, but about the variety of humans. Sometime you understand what others mean with their words, and some other time, you don't. So, don't expect that you can be so flexible to know every single human on this earth but in the same time, try not to hurt them. I did hurt people; either in purpose or not. :(

Boxing Day again!!

26 December, every year, is well-known as the famous Boxing Day. Last year, we went to London for the 'boxing' stuff. :P This year, kami p Kent. Shopping sakan kat Bluewater Shopping Centre. Aiseyh,, byk lagi duit abes kali ni.. huhu. Ade org tu, kate nk p window shopping jek,, tp bukan main sakan lagi dia shopping. Dun blame me, huh! I told you.. try to put on the clothes jek,, x suro pon beli. You sendiri yg willing nak beli.. hehe. Ye lah kan, mase syok nk biar I shopping sorg2. Kah3. Sempat gak ambek 2-3 keping gmbr. :))

Aidiladha 2007

Hye to all.. Smalam, 25 December 2007, Malaysian Student Society Of Surrey, buat lg 1 jamuan. Unfortunately, ramai yg x turned up. Dun ask me why. I'm not in the position to answer that kind of question. We have had 2 special guesses. Encik Zaki and Ustaz Erfino. We're having sort of a short ceramah given by ustaz erfino. Even smbutan x menggalakkn sgt, tp still, best. Cume, 1 perkara yg aku frust, x dpt nk tmbh. Bkn x bleh tmbh actually. Disebabkn mknan yg manis2 yg abes awl2 lg, x dpt la aku nk tmbh nasik.

Cadangnye, lepas mkn nasik ngn lauk2 tu, nk mkn mknan manis, wat ilang pedas. Hehe. Siyes ckp, air asam yg dorg wat pedas gile! Tp, fulamak.. sedap!! [Bukan ayat ambek hati ye,, tp mmg sedap pon]. :) Jeles aku ngan org len,, sempat angkut 3-4 pinggan! Ganas gile perut dorg. Tahan plak ngan pedas tu..

Ala, lupe lg! Mase mkn, xde org ambek gmbr.. masing2 dah lapar sgt kot. Ye lah, tggu mase utk makan tu, punye lah lame. Bile dah dpt green light dr ustaz.. seme serbu kat makanan.. dah xde org igt nk bergmbr dah. Abes mkn, baru la masing2 sibuk nk cr kamera balik. :D Selain mkn2, ade lg 1 acara. Potong jambul anak encik Sabry. Hehe. Pertama kali dlm hidup aku, join majlis potong jambul ni. Terketar2 gak la tangan bile tibe time aku. Siap tny lagi.. "Kena wat ke ni, abg taufek?" Adoi~

Aku dan Dunia 4 Hari

4 hari bilik ni jadi dunia aku. 4 hari, Bear Comel jadi peneman setia demam aku. 4 hari juga aku biarkn bilik ni bersepah, tak berkemas. Bukan x nak.. cuma badan ni x ada kudrat nk usahakn tu semua. Kalau x disebabkn aku demam, mesti aku skrg dah ada kat Milan.. main ski, snow, jalan2, bergambar sana sini, shopping souvenir sket. Tp, ape nk buat, aku demam, x dpt ikut dorg pegi Milan. Sayangnye... Sedihnye... Terkilannye... Ruginye...

4 hari bilik ni jadi dunia aku. Bosan tak terhingga. Hari pertama, kedua, aku belum fikir tentang bosan. Senang cerita, aku tak fikir tentang ape2 pon pd hari pertama dan kedua aku demam,, melainkan, Milan. Aku nk cepat sembuh. Hati ni, meronta2 nk p Milan. Kenapalah mesti demam skrg? Rajin aku makan ubat, rehat secukupnye. Tidur, bangun, makan, makan ubat, tidur lagi. Tapi... Mungkin mmg ketentuan Dia aku x dpt sembuh cepat, x dpt pegi Milan. Hari kedua, malamnye, mase Sara ckp nk tlg aku packing, aku sayu. Aku tahu aku x dpt pegi. Sara pon tau. Dan aku pon tau, Sara cume nk sedapkan hati aku je. Mmg aku x pegi...

4 hari bilik ni jadi dunia aku. Hari ketiga, menitis air mata aku, bila Sara anta sms ckp dorg dah sampai Milan. Aku cuba letakkan diri aku dgn dorg. Sibuk cari bas utk bergerak ke hotel. Dgn brg2, map, mesti seronok. Tapi, mase tu, realiti yang tak dpt aku tolak, aku still lagi terbaring atas katil, berselimut tebal.. Betapa aku nak sgt berada kat sana, dgn dorg. Betapa aku nak rasai rase excited bile berjaya jejakkan kaki ke suatu tmpt yg aku tak pernah mimpi pon utk sampai. Betapa aku...

4 hari bilik ni jadi dunia aku. Aku dah x sanggup nk tahan tekanan ni. Bosan, tanpa org2 yg rapat dgn aku. Sunyi. Semangat utk sembuh, dah terbang melayang. Cume, suara risau mak, buat aku rajin makan ubat hari ni. Mungkin, sbb aku yg salah. Tak beritahu mak awal2 tentang rancangan ke Milan. Dan skrg, aku demam dan x dpt ke Milan, bile izin mak aku dpt dlm terpaksa. Mungkin sbb tu...

Fever!

It's been a long time, since the last entry has been posted in this blog. Tonight, I'm not in the good condition to post those things happen between the gaps. Ohhh.. fever! It's really make me sick! Neither can stand nor walk! Please,, pray for me.. to recover very soon. After that, I'll come out with the new stories of my world...

Last ni weh~!

Perghh,, azab btol tggu paper yg last.. Sabar wan,, sabar,, esok je lagi sehari,, ape la sgt, 2 jam jek duk dlm exam hall tu,, 2 jam je,, pagi jek pon,, relax2 --> ayat pujuk hati,, padahal mmg x bleh blah dah,, meronta2 nk cepat2 abes exam. Bdk2 fizik seme dah 'selamat'. Hish,, bukan selamat tu la,, selamat sbb dah abes exam. Korg ni, pk bkn2 plak. Ape nk wat esok eh? Hurm,,, pk, pk. Hoi! Exam x abes lagi dah pk nk wat ape lepas exam. Sorry la ye seme, mlm ni version monolog dalaman. ;?

Gambar hiasan

p/s : Mcm kenal jek baju ni. --> xde kaitan ngan topik perbincangan mlm ni

Deep Inside Nobody Knows

Entry ni kembali lagi dlm blog aku. I've posted an entry with the same title before. Hari ni, ade sesuatu yg buat aku igt balik tentang ni. This phrase used to be something meaningful for me, and still be. Huuu.. I miss him, the person who used to be my strength, my spirit, my all.. and I hope he still be.. Deep inside, nobody knows,, and up until some stages I dun even sure myself.


"Ada kala kita tak faham dengan diri kita sendiri. Sering hidup dengan kenangan. Kadang kala lebih cenderung memilih kesedihan, kesusahan. Tapi, jika jalan yang dipilih itu mampu, paling kurang memberi sedikit sinar bahagia, apa salahnya? Mungkin tak pada nyata, pada realiti penglihatan yang lain. Sekadar pemuas sekeping hati, yang mengerti akan bahagia yang dicapai. Andai yang terzahir hanya pada lahiriah tenang jua digenggam. Bahagia tak semestinya menyeluruh. Mungkin hanya secebis, hanya sedikit, yang tak mampu dikongsi dengan semua orang, namun cukup bermakna untuk diri sendiri, bekalan semangat untuk hari esok, yang tiada siapa tahu apa janjinya."

Next paper

2 more to go! real Analysis and Algebra & Codes. The very next paper is on this Wednesday. Hais.. can't wait to the end (very end) of this semester. [huh! pemalas btol bab2 blajar ni..] Got many plans to do. Ala, typical me, plan segala bagai nk rak, and at last, I manage to do just a few things. Kah3. What ever it is, I wanna enjoy my great great holiday (hopefully). But, but, but yaa~ Even now I'm in the battle of exams, I still have lots and lots and also lots of time watching movies! --> proof of the consequences of my malasness. Last night, siap tgk IRIS lg. Sooo bahagia, huh? Ok then, wanna prepare for the next exam. Gotta lagha2 later, yaa?

Takut?

p/s: dah xde keje sgt,, gmbr ni pon nak ambek,, :P

Kenapa saye takut? Kenapa saye takut? Tak,,tak.. Saye tanya, kenapa saye takut? Aaaa.. fluid mechanics, sy takut~~ Nak bina keyakinan pon susah.. Cane ni? Look at the clock! Huh~ Less than 13 hours to go. It's not that I'm sick of it. Just, afraid to face my own fear.

al-Fatihah

Malam ni, kami semua digemparkan dgn berita kematian bapa kepada salah sorg sahabat kami. Harapnya, dia tabah hadapi ini semua. Kalau aku yang ada ditempat dia, x taw la mcm mane. Allah pilih dia utk diuji sbb Dia Yang Maha Mengetahui, tahu Aja tabah dan redha dengan semua dugaan ini. Takziah utk Aja sekeluarga. Kami semua doakan agar roh arwah ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman. Al-fatihah..

Final Exam

It's the end of Autumn Semester 2007 and tomorrow, I'll sit for my first paper, General Linear Models. Hopefully, I'm able to do well for the start. Wish me luck!

Canon JerryC

links:
JerryC wikipedia
Jeong-Hyun Lim wikipedia
JerryC official website

this kid played well.. unfortunately, he is not JerryC :P

repeating

Dah bape kali aku mcm ni, x bleh nk tdo mlm,, pastu mulalah esoknye bangun lambat.. Come on la wan.. exam dah dekat sgt ni.. bile nk berubah????????? :(

Birthday

Happy beday to my brother

Cobalah Mengerti by Peterpan

Aku tak kan
Pernah berhenti
Akan terus memahami
Masih terus berfikir
Bila harus memaksa
Atau berdarah untukmu
Apapun itu asalkan
Mencoba menerimaku

Dan kamu hanya
Perlu terima
Dan tak harus memahami
Dan tak harus berfikir
Hanya perlu mengerti
Aku bernafas untukmu
Jadi tetaplah di sini
Dan mulai menerimaku

Chorus:
Cobalah mengerti
Semua ini mencari arti
Selamanya takkan berhenti
Inginkan rasakan
Rindu ini menjadi satu
Biar waktu yang memisahkan

.:: Izin Emak ::.

Alhamdulillah,, puas pujuk mak ari ni. Pasal coming trip (x bleh bitaw dulu, rahsia!) Mak ckop bimbang bile aku bitaw nk p sane. Lepas terangkan seme benda kat mak, akhirnya mak ckp, "Ye, mak paham, ni lah peluang kak long nk jalan2 kenal tempat org. Xpelah, pegi la. Elok2 jaga diri kat tempat org." Dan mcm2 pesan lg yg mak bekalkan. If.. if you read this.. mak, dun worry too much. I'm a big gurl, might be not big enough to understand the 'rotation' of the world, but still I know how to take care of myself. :)

Amin....

Ya Allah, aku mohon pada-Mu wahai pencipta seluruh alam, Yang Maha Mengetahui yang sudah, dan yang akan datang. Kau bantulah aku dalam menongkah arus besar dalam hidup ini. Duhai Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih, aku mohon pada-Mu, kembalikan diriku yang dulu, yang cekal, kuat untuk berdepan dengan realiti hidup. Kadang kala, badai hidup ini terlalu kuat rentaknya untuk aku ikut, terlalu mencabar onarnya untuk aku tempuh. Oleh itu, Kau bimbinglah aku menyusur lembah hidup ini, agar aku berjaya menakluk puncak kejayaan, agar kesabaran menjadi tonggak perjuanganku, agar hati ini terus tabah untuk mencantas duri dalam kesuburan iman ini. Tuhan, Yang satu-satunya ku sembah, kurnia aku taufiq dan hidayah-Mu, kerna aku tahu, setiap nafas yang ku sedut, setiap saat masa berputar, hidup ini, tidak pernah surut dengan dugaan dan cabaran....

The Flow

It's not every time life goes according to plan...

liverpool games + jalan2

17th November 2007, buat pertama kali, aku jejak kaki kat liverpool. Joining Malaysian Games actually. Main ape lagi? Netball laa. Nk main softball, game tu xde. :( Paling x bleh blah, mase main, jariku injured. Aisey men, rugi btol xde gmbr ms tu. Tp, b4 main dah warm up taw.. X caye, tgk gmbr ni. :P

Warm up n sesi main~

Dpt cenderahati kenang2an dr pihak pengurusan Liverpool Games. Thanks bangat ya!

Alang2 p main utk Liverpool Games, aku ngn trip members yg len ambek kesempatan jalan2 sekitar Liverpool. Kuwa dr port where the guys were playing futsal, kitaorg p Liverpool Stadium. X join tour pon sbb dah ptg sgt. Masuk Mega Store dia jek. Malam tu, kami x p mane sgt, sbb ari dah gelap. (Winter~~) Pi ambek gmbr kat Runcorn Bridge (Syam pggl Cornflake bridge.. muahahah).

Sunday, 18th November 2007. Mulekan hidup anda dgn breakfast! Thanks to Mawi and his crews for preparing the breakfast. At least, I wasn't starving! :) Then, trip diteruskn ke MU Stadium. Part ni, boring sket aa. Sbb aku ngn a few members dah p. So, kami duk melepak dlm minibus jek. Dorg mule2 ckp nk pi Mega Store jek. Cait~ Rupe2nye dorg join tour. Aisey.. 3 jam gak la menunggu. Lepas tu, kami p Trafford Centre. Bapak besau dia punye shopping mall! Teruja aku. Even I was sooo excited, x beli 1 hape pon. Kah3. Makan pon org belanje. Save abes. Nway, kami mkn Nandos (hua3.. basyeer,, jgn jeles~), Indian food (nasik ngan roti-ape-ntah), smbl pekena Costa Coffee.

Makan.. jgn x makan.. wat jamuan tgh2 kebanjiran manusia

Lepas makan + solat, maka rombongan cik Kiah pon berangkat balik ke Surrey. On way balik, kitaorg lalu kat 1 tmpt yg namenye Buxton. Azhar kate, scenery-nye cantek. Unfortunately, kami smpi sane, ms tu dah gelap. (Argghh~~ winter!) So, x dpt la tgk view yg cantek tu. Agak frust la. Dah la jamned. Tp, makin lame, tibe2 nmpk mcm ala2 putih jek seme kwsn sekitar tu. Waaa,, rupenye ade snow~! :) Soo excited looorr >_< Kitaorg benti 2 kali! Haha. Mule2 tu ambek gmbr sket2 jek. 2nd time benti, siap snow-war lagi! Hahaha. Gile fun! Ambek gmbr byk2. Naseb la tuan rumah yg berdekatan x kuwa sound kami. ---> Dia paham kot.. haha

Muka2 ceria jumpe snow :D

Karena Wanita by Ada Band

Lekuk indah hadirkan pesona
Kemuliaan bagi yang memandang
Setiamu simbol keanggunan khas perawan
yang... kau miliki

Akulah pengagum ragamu
Tak ingin kumenyakitimu
Lindungi dari sengat dunia yang mengancam... nodai... sucinya lahirmu

Chorus:
Karena wanita ingin dimengerti
Lewat tutur lembut dan laku agung
Karena wanita ingin dimengerti
Manjakan dia... dengan kasih sayang

Ingin kuajak engkau menari
Bermandi hangat cahaya bulan
Sebagai tanda kebahagiaan
Bagi semesta cinta kita

Chorus

Bintang terang itulah dirimu
Janganlah redup dan mati
Aku dibelakangmu memeluk dan menjagamu

Goodbye by The Melody

oh I love you
Endless time
I lose my mind
Because of you
oh I want to kill myself
you are the only love
in my life
the only thing there is night
my love you are every
breath that I
take oh I love you

if you go say good bye
but you know this
I will always love you
bye bye if you go
say goodbye
but you know this
I will always love you

어떤 말도 하기 힘들 때
otton maldo hagi himdul ttae
또 그대가 보고 싶을 때
ddo kudae-ga pugo shipul ttae
아무런 말도
amuron maldo
아무런 행동도
amuron haeng-dongdo
무엇도 난 할 수 없잖아
mu-otdo nan hal su optjanha

(Translation: When it’s hard to say anything
And when I want to see you
Can’t say anything
Can’t do anything
I can’t do anything at all)

everyday every night
every single day I want you
please don’t leave me alone
don’t leave me alone
I want you
I need you love you
I’m gonna take you

if you go say good bye
but you know this
I will always love you
bye bye if u go
say good bye
but you know this
I will always love you

oh I want to kill myself
I am just singing
I love you

counting

Week 11(now), Week 12, week 13, week 14 (exam).. Less than 3 weeks? Uik? Kejap jek masa berlalu.. Rs mcm jek baru smpi uk lepas summer break. Rupa2nye dah nk exam 3rd sem. Abes 3rd sem,, then, half way to go to complete my degree here. Time, moving slowly, but very fast! It actually move from a second to another second, then after a while.. I look at the timer.. It's already an hour! How unfair! Within the hour, I've done nothing much! See! Pergerakan masa yg perlahan, sgt perlahan, penuh disiplin, rapi, tertib, tiba2 jadi sejam! So, what am I doing rite now? Still updating my blog? Baik pi study daa,, siapkn assigment ke.. Esok lg 1 assigment due. Dan mlm esok,, liverpool.. here I come!

A strong coffee story

Haha,, it was espresso actually. I was at 2.00 pm (Tuesday), my fluid mechanics class. Almost every time of this period, I'll feel very very sleepy. --> the lecture quite boring and it takes tooo long to finish. Unlikely today, I wasn't sleepy at all! Thanks to espresso. :D

I'd like to quote something from the fluid mechanics lecture;
"We (mathematicians) produce the problems and the engineers will solve the problems. And off course, we have to know the solutions earlier than them." --> if you guys confuse, please dun ask me. But if you know the meaning very well, please tell me :P

But I like this one;
"We (mathematicians) create the formulae and equations from researches and experimenting problems and the engineers, use them to produce something else" --> True!

I'm not sure myself, how much of the contents being absorbed into my head. But, it was pretty fun finding myself not feeling sleepy in the fluid mechanics class!! Hoorey~~ (^_^)

p/s: I think, my head has been pusing2 because of the coffee *sigh*

Bila Terasa Rindu by Dafi

Apa agaknya khabarmu di sana?
Di sini ku sedang dibelenggu rindu
Beginikah rasa seksa perpisahan
Sungguh anehnya hidup berasingan

Hati terasa bagai tertinggal di situ
Meskipun tubuh dah jauh beribu batu
Sesaat seperti setahun lamanya
Semasa kau tiada
Apa yang terdaya…

Bila terasa rindu ku sebut namamu
Dengan harapan kau kan muncul dalam tidur
Bila terasa rindu ku bayang wajahmu dalam angan
Dan barulah ku terasa bagai disembuh

oh..
Jauh sekali hidup di sini berbeza
Beribu kali lagi ku selesa di sana
Tak sabar menanti detik kepulangan
Namun hingga itu
Apa yang termampu…

Bila terasa rindu ku sebut namamu
Dengan harapan kau akan muncul dalam tidur
Bila terasa rindu ku bayang wajahmu dalam angan
Dan barulah ku terasa bagai disembuh

Terlintas di fikiran untuk meminggirkan saja
Semua pencarian di sini
Tetapi ini sebahagian dari pengorbanan
Bekalan andainya hari sukar mencabar

Hari-hari meruncing

2, 3 hari kebelakangan ni, kerja2 makin bertambah2. {-_-"} Bukan kerja2 akademik jek, yg urusan lain pon makin bertambah. Dgn assigment utk society, netball training, coursework, revision, etc etc, buat aku sesak nafas. Oh, cuti. Cepatlah kau datang. Malam ni, bateri kondem abes. X larat nk pk ape dah (tu yg p update blog :)). Dlm mggu ni, ade isu pergaduhan kat 'alam maya'. Masing2 duk ckp tu, ni, org tu salah, org ni btol. Kdg2 rs mcm 'ketam ajar anaknye berjalan'. Rs gak bersalah, sbb mcm aku yg jadi puncanya scr x sengaja. Manusia, sedarlah. Kita semua buat silap. Cume, bila kita tau kita silap, mintak la maaf, jgn nk tuding jari kat org lain, padahal silap tu atas bahu kita. X ssh pon nk mintak maaf. Dah x mau bebel lg,, nk tdo dah~

Lucky Stars

Hehe, akhirnya siap gak usaha gigih ku.. lalala~ :)

.: Itu dia :.

It was at school, at the beginning of the new year. There are lots of new faces. I was sitting on a bench waiting for my crony. "She's late. What on earth take her so long to reach me." I was so bored, waiting for 10 minutes with my stomach started to grumbling. "Hey, sorry. Cikgu gave us some extra exercises." Whatever... huh! "Lunch time!" Haini sort of screaming with her sengih. After taking the meals, we're looking for the port to lunch. Less than 5 minutes, someone called Haini. "Oh, he spoiled my lunch time." She washed her hand with masam-mencuka face. "Lucky me.." I smiled to myself. Well, i thought it was not that bad enjoying my meal alone. I saw Haini talking to someone outside the dining hall. A boy. I never saw his face before. A fresher, maybe. I didn't know what they're talking about, but kinda weird seeing Haini kept pointing her fingers to me. Well, maybe to me. Or, maybe to her meal? Haha! :P

***

"So, you're Wan." I nodded. Silent. "You're a new student here, don't u?" A form 4 student, actually. “Yes, I bet you knew it earlier. I saw you at the dining hall.” He smiled. “Yeah..”

That was the start. He was a nice boy. We became good companies. I just didn’t really get it why am I becoming too close to him. I mean, he was one year younger than me. Something that never happened in my life before. One evening, there was a band training. (He actually was a school band member). At the break time, he met me, and gave me some chocolates. “How sweet of you..” I just smiled. “Opps!” Someone accidentally, spilled her drink on my hand. “Sorry” She was apologizing with her guilty face and stepped into the asrama. “Wait up. I wanna wash my hands”. I walked along the asrama corridor, while my eyes looking for a pipe. “Wan!” He called me. I turned to him. Oh, gosh! He was walking towards me (into the gurl asrama) with paip getah in his hand. “Wash your hands.” I just menurut. Shocked! He sort of tolong basuh my hands. He hold my hands, and gently washed it! Dap! My heart was like jumping.

***

“It won’t take long. I’ll be back.” He tried to calm me down, in the same time, busy checking his stuffs. Haini was sitting beside me. Her silence told me that she agreed with him. I looked at Haini, “Kenapa pergi tak ajak aku?” Still not satisfied. “It’s not my plan anyway. It’s band plan. I can’t take you with us as you’re not a band member.” She left me and started to set her bicycle up. Everything need to be in good condition. “Last check up.” A sign, telling me that he was ready to start the expedition. I stepped away from the group of people. I was like wanna cry. Sad. Without any last words form him, he left me, joining the expedition group. I stood on a small flyover turn my back to the group. “Don’t wanna look at them..”

“Hey, don’t cry.” It was his voice. I turned to facing him. “I’ll come back safely, and meet you again. Take a good care of yourself.” Huu, cair beb! :O I smiled at him. He held on my hand again. I just let him to. He left me with the greatest smile of him.

***

Wooo jam dah pkol 9 lebih! Ape laa,, tdo smpi mase2 gini baru nak bangun. Aku senyum sorg2. Get confused myself. Cane boleh mimpi gitu? You guys, maybe dun know it was a dream unless you're my schoolmates. :P Here are the keys; I was not mentioning the boy’s name as I dun know what it was, and “Something that never happened in my life before.” v(~_-)

p/s: *** means I cut some parts of it bcoz it was so meleret and not the important ideas of the dream :D

Trip to Manchester

On 19-21 October 2007, my friends and I went to Manchester. A long and tiring journey. Lame gile duk dlm bas. Bas dr Guildford, 5.10 pm n smpi kat Manchester dlm 11.30 pm (transit kat london). Sampai kat london, dek kerana perut yg lapar, kitaorg p la beli makanan, dgn harapan dpt makan dlm bas. But, the coach told us that we can't have hot food in the bus! So, peram jek la makanan tu jd jeruk dlm beg kami kat bawah. Smpi manchester, benda pertama yg aku cari: microwave! Nk panaskn burger-ku. Lapo~ X smpt jumpe microwave lagi, da mkn sket. X tahan..huhu.

tunggu bas pon nk posing ke? aiseyh.. (-_-")

muke 2 budak kelaparan~

Aktiviti bermula esok harinye. Tempat pertama kami pi, Old Trafford! Some of us were very excited. X taw la nape aku x. Haha. Maybe, it was not a-dreamed-place-to-go. Just, joining others and making more fun!

Ini la dia tempat yg ramai org nk p tu.. Old Traffford

Rasenye, dlm ramai2 pemain MU, 2 players ni je kot yg aku knal :D


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red devil


Dimana ade gue, di situ ade korg,, haiss


Ntah sape la mereka ni.. layankan je~ lalala


Xde description,, boleh x?

Nk p players changing room plak.. hehe

Aktiviti seterusnye, lunch n jalan2 pusing Manchester City. Kebulur gue mase tu. Nak cr nasik, x tau mane kedai yg ade nasik. So, last2 beli mocha kat starbuck, lepak mkn kat subway. Huhu. Sedey btol. Abeskan waktu petang ngn jalan2 pusing area tu. Woho.. Crowded gile. Nak jalan pon susah.

subway-starbuck.. yummy~

Dah penat jalan2, ape kate kita duduk kejap.. lagipon, kaki sakit, kan?


Ni actually b4 gi Old Trafford, tp ku mcm dah malas nk susun balik

University of Manchester

Kitaorg penuhi mlm ngan aktiviti yg boleh wat kat guildford pon. Huhu. Dah x taw nk wat ape sgt, pigi odeon sudey. B4 tu, p dinner dulu. Akhirnye jumpe gak nasik. Siap makan dlm kotak lg.

Makan nasik dlm kotak

Posing kejap lepas makan

Ronda2 sekitar Eye of Manchester.. x nek pon

Esoknye, kami teruskn dengan perkara yg aku rase agak boring~ Masuk museum.. uhuhu. Xpe lah, layankan jek. Tp, aku p kejap jek. Ekeke.. P beli souvenir sket2, then Bear Muzafar bwk kitaorg lunch kat Rusholme. Makan piza n nasik-ape-ntah.

X taw ape yg sedang aku buat

Kat luwa museum

Ketam besau

Bangunan seblah library Manchester name ape ek? Haa, kat situ la ni.. adoi~

"Makan lg byk2 aishah,, dlm bas nnti x bleh wat naek makanan.."

Lepas tu, kami balik ngan rase-yg-x-taw-ape.. :)) Anyway, thanks to those yg terlibat secara lgsg, mahupon secara x lgsg.

p/s: lepas sekian lame aku tggu, dgn keadaan internet yg x bape ngam, akhirnye ter-post jugak cerita ni.. alhamdulillah..

Angah..

Ni angah yg bagi


Suddenly, I miss you angah.. huhu :(

.:: raya ::.

Pedas! Makan soto kat rumah basyeer + kak fina

Saya nak gambar satu!

Bilik basyeer dah kosong! Kena rompak ke?

Meriahnye dapur kami~ Jemput makan.. Selamat Hari Raya

Waaa.. awek beraya di pagi raya

Kami ade kat rumah open house mior + kak my~

Tggu bas kat but stop hazel farm lepas beraya kat rumah kak min + abg rizal sekeluarga

Ada 1 kepala yg tibe2 kluwa kat situ! Just joking bro~ Thanks all for coming