End of the year 2007

31st December 2007.. The last day of the year 2007.. Very soon, it will be the new year.. 2008. It's been already 8 years we're in the 21st century. Dulu, aku igt lg, mase tahun 1999.. umur aku mase tu, 12 tahun. Mcm2 cerita yg aku dengar tntg Abad ke-21 ni. Maksud aku, tntg mcm2 yg akan jadi bile masuk tahun 2000. Ade org kate, jangan kluwa rumah.. nnti kena serang. Ade yg lain pulak kate, akn berlaku gempa bumi yg dahsyat kat Malaysia, bile masuk tahun 2000. Alhamdulillah, seme tu hanya propaganda semata2. At the stage of 6 years old, (kat TABIKA lagi, 1993) aku x reti nk kire, lepas tahun 1999 tahun ape? Pernah tny cikgu TABIKA aku mase tu. Then, penuh diplomasi, cikgu tu jawab balik dgn soalan, "Lepas 19, nombor berapa?" Aku jawab.. "20". Cikgu tu ckp lagi.. "Jadi, lepas tahun 1999, tahun 2000 la.." Dia senyum. Mase tu, aku x fikir pon, the way she answered me, was actually a very mature lesson. Bile dah besar sket, baru aku tahu, cikgu tu sebenarnye nk ajar aku cari sendiri jawapan, dgn klu yg dia bagi.

[the way they see, think, and care]

I wish there will be a very someone, who thinks of me differently than others. Someone who cares about me much more than anyone else, who sees me from another point of view. It's not about that 'someone' I wanna talk about. It's the way people see, think and care, actually. I enjoy watching people. Really do! Human being - every people is different. In other words, they are not the same - the way they walk, talk, eat, laugh, dress up, think, or even care. Every single action they took, it might not make any different to others, but it represent the person. Come on, look around you! Even twins, differ from each other. The variety makes people have the will to know.. to understand others.. to create communications.. to courage each other.. to believe what other person believe.. and to fall in love. Think of these. You won't smile if there is no happiness and you don't even cry unless you know the meaning of sadness [or loneliness, etc]. The way people think makes you wonder how creative they are. "If you are not in the top 10 list, then you are the 11th".. "Knowledge is understanding that a tomato is a fruit. Wisdom is not putting it in a fruit salad". People see things from different views. For example; artists. They draw moments from differ sight, that we may haven't seen. Leaders; they see how far a country can be developed. A little girl want to cross a road. Do you care if she might get into accident? Some do, and some don't, depends on how caring the person is. Those reasons, make me happy enjoying my life. Obviously I'm not talking about the girl, but about the variety of humans. Sometime you understand what others mean with their words, and some other time, you don't. So, don't expect that you can be so flexible to know every single human on this earth but in the same time, try not to hurt them. I did hurt people; either in purpose or not. :(

Boxing Day again!!

26 December, every year, is well-known as the famous Boxing Day. Last year, we went to London for the 'boxing' stuff. :P This year, kami p Kent. Shopping sakan kat Bluewater Shopping Centre. Aiseyh,, byk lagi duit abes kali ni.. huhu. Ade org tu, kate nk p window shopping jek,, tp bukan main sakan lagi dia shopping. Dun blame me, huh! I told you.. try to put on the clothes jek,, x suro pon beli. You sendiri yg willing nak beli.. hehe. Ye lah kan, mase syok nk biar I shopping sorg2. Kah3. Sempat gak ambek 2-3 keping gmbr. :))

Aidiladha 2007

Hye to all.. Smalam, 25 December 2007, Malaysian Student Society Of Surrey, buat lg 1 jamuan. Unfortunately, ramai yg x turned up. Dun ask me why. I'm not in the position to answer that kind of question. We have had 2 special guesses. Encik Zaki and Ustaz Erfino. We're having sort of a short ceramah given by ustaz erfino. Even smbutan x menggalakkn sgt, tp still, best. Cume, 1 perkara yg aku frust, x dpt nk tmbh. Bkn x bleh tmbh actually. Disebabkn mknan yg manis2 yg abes awl2 lg, x dpt la aku nk tmbh nasik.

Cadangnye, lepas mkn nasik ngn lauk2 tu, nk mkn mknan manis, wat ilang pedas. Hehe. Siyes ckp, air asam yg dorg wat pedas gile! Tp, fulamak.. sedap!! [Bukan ayat ambek hati ye,, tp mmg sedap pon]. :) Jeles aku ngan org len,, sempat angkut 3-4 pinggan! Ganas gile perut dorg. Tahan plak ngan pedas tu..

Ala, lupe lg! Mase mkn, xde org ambek gmbr.. masing2 dah lapar sgt kot. Ye lah, tggu mase utk makan tu, punye lah lame. Bile dah dpt green light dr ustaz.. seme serbu kat makanan.. dah xde org igt nk bergmbr dah. Abes mkn, baru la masing2 sibuk nk cr kamera balik. :D Selain mkn2, ade lg 1 acara. Potong jambul anak encik Sabry. Hehe. Pertama kali dlm hidup aku, join majlis potong jambul ni. Terketar2 gak la tangan bile tibe time aku. Siap tny lagi.. "Kena wat ke ni, abg taufek?" Adoi~

Aku dan Dunia 4 Hari

4 hari bilik ni jadi dunia aku. 4 hari, Bear Comel jadi peneman setia demam aku. 4 hari juga aku biarkn bilik ni bersepah, tak berkemas. Bukan x nak.. cuma badan ni x ada kudrat nk usahakn tu semua. Kalau x disebabkn aku demam, mesti aku skrg dah ada kat Milan.. main ski, snow, jalan2, bergambar sana sini, shopping souvenir sket. Tp, ape nk buat, aku demam, x dpt ikut dorg pegi Milan. Sayangnye... Sedihnye... Terkilannye... Ruginye...

4 hari bilik ni jadi dunia aku. Bosan tak terhingga. Hari pertama, kedua, aku belum fikir tentang bosan. Senang cerita, aku tak fikir tentang ape2 pon pd hari pertama dan kedua aku demam,, melainkan, Milan. Aku nk cepat sembuh. Hati ni, meronta2 nk p Milan. Kenapalah mesti demam skrg? Rajin aku makan ubat, rehat secukupnye. Tidur, bangun, makan, makan ubat, tidur lagi. Tapi... Mungkin mmg ketentuan Dia aku x dpt sembuh cepat, x dpt pegi Milan. Hari kedua, malamnye, mase Sara ckp nk tlg aku packing, aku sayu. Aku tahu aku x dpt pegi. Sara pon tau. Dan aku pon tau, Sara cume nk sedapkan hati aku je. Mmg aku x pegi...

4 hari bilik ni jadi dunia aku. Hari ketiga, menitis air mata aku, bila Sara anta sms ckp dorg dah sampai Milan. Aku cuba letakkan diri aku dgn dorg. Sibuk cari bas utk bergerak ke hotel. Dgn brg2, map, mesti seronok. Tapi, mase tu, realiti yang tak dpt aku tolak, aku still lagi terbaring atas katil, berselimut tebal.. Betapa aku nak sgt berada kat sana, dgn dorg. Betapa aku nak rasai rase excited bile berjaya jejakkan kaki ke suatu tmpt yg aku tak pernah mimpi pon utk sampai. Betapa aku...

4 hari bilik ni jadi dunia aku. Aku dah x sanggup nk tahan tekanan ni. Bosan, tanpa org2 yg rapat dgn aku. Sunyi. Semangat utk sembuh, dah terbang melayang. Cume, suara risau mak, buat aku rajin makan ubat hari ni. Mungkin, sbb aku yg salah. Tak beritahu mak awal2 tentang rancangan ke Milan. Dan skrg, aku demam dan x dpt ke Milan, bile izin mak aku dpt dlm terpaksa. Mungkin sbb tu...

Fever!

It's been a long time, since the last entry has been posted in this blog. Tonight, I'm not in the good condition to post those things happen between the gaps. Ohhh.. fever! It's really make me sick! Neither can stand nor walk! Please,, pray for me.. to recover very soon. After that, I'll come out with the new stories of my world...

Last ni weh~!

Perghh,, azab btol tggu paper yg last.. Sabar wan,, sabar,, esok je lagi sehari,, ape la sgt, 2 jam jek duk dlm exam hall tu,, 2 jam je,, pagi jek pon,, relax2 --> ayat pujuk hati,, padahal mmg x bleh blah dah,, meronta2 nk cepat2 abes exam. Bdk2 fizik seme dah 'selamat'. Hish,, bukan selamat tu la,, selamat sbb dah abes exam. Korg ni, pk bkn2 plak. Ape nk wat esok eh? Hurm,,, pk, pk. Hoi! Exam x abes lagi dah pk nk wat ape lepas exam. Sorry la ye seme, mlm ni version monolog dalaman. ;?

Gambar hiasan

p/s : Mcm kenal jek baju ni. --> xde kaitan ngan topik perbincangan mlm ni

Deep Inside Nobody Knows

Entry ni kembali lagi dlm blog aku. I've posted an entry with the same title before. Hari ni, ade sesuatu yg buat aku igt balik tentang ni. This phrase used to be something meaningful for me, and still be. Huuu.. I miss him, the person who used to be my strength, my spirit, my all.. and I hope he still be.. Deep inside, nobody knows,, and up until some stages I dun even sure myself.


"Ada kala kita tak faham dengan diri kita sendiri. Sering hidup dengan kenangan. Kadang kala lebih cenderung memilih kesedihan, kesusahan. Tapi, jika jalan yang dipilih itu mampu, paling kurang memberi sedikit sinar bahagia, apa salahnya? Mungkin tak pada nyata, pada realiti penglihatan yang lain. Sekadar pemuas sekeping hati, yang mengerti akan bahagia yang dicapai. Andai yang terzahir hanya pada lahiriah tenang jua digenggam. Bahagia tak semestinya menyeluruh. Mungkin hanya secebis, hanya sedikit, yang tak mampu dikongsi dengan semua orang, namun cukup bermakna untuk diri sendiri, bekalan semangat untuk hari esok, yang tiada siapa tahu apa janjinya."

Next paper

2 more to go! real Analysis and Algebra & Codes. The very next paper is on this Wednesday. Hais.. can't wait to the end (very end) of this semester. [huh! pemalas btol bab2 blajar ni..] Got many plans to do. Ala, typical me, plan segala bagai nk rak, and at last, I manage to do just a few things. Kah3. What ever it is, I wanna enjoy my great great holiday (hopefully). But, but, but yaa~ Even now I'm in the battle of exams, I still have lots and lots and also lots of time watching movies! --> proof of the consequences of my malasness. Last night, siap tgk IRIS lg. Sooo bahagia, huh? Ok then, wanna prepare for the next exam. Gotta lagha2 later, yaa?

Takut?

p/s: dah xde keje sgt,, gmbr ni pon nak ambek,, :P

Kenapa saye takut? Kenapa saye takut? Tak,,tak.. Saye tanya, kenapa saye takut? Aaaa.. fluid mechanics, sy takut~~ Nak bina keyakinan pon susah.. Cane ni? Look at the clock! Huh~ Less than 13 hours to go. It's not that I'm sick of it. Just, afraid to face my own fear.

al-Fatihah

Malam ni, kami semua digemparkan dgn berita kematian bapa kepada salah sorg sahabat kami. Harapnya, dia tabah hadapi ini semua. Kalau aku yang ada ditempat dia, x taw la mcm mane. Allah pilih dia utk diuji sbb Dia Yang Maha Mengetahui, tahu Aja tabah dan redha dengan semua dugaan ini. Takziah utk Aja sekeluarga. Kami semua doakan agar roh arwah ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman. Al-fatihah..

Final Exam

It's the end of Autumn Semester 2007 and tomorrow, I'll sit for my first paper, General Linear Models. Hopefully, I'm able to do well for the start. Wish me luck!

Canon JerryC

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JerryC wikipedia
Jeong-Hyun Lim wikipedia
JerryC official website

this kid played well.. unfortunately, he is not JerryC :P